夜里传来雨的声音 轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你 那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸 偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系 任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎 你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记著你
在这冷冷的夜里 感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎 你爱我吗
敢情的路总让人好无助 我会学著面对独处
给深爱的你祝福
你还爱我吗 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗 这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你 你还爱我吗
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Sorry for being so emo... But this is the question has been stucking in my heart for 1 week.
Friends' been telling me, if he still loves me, there'll be chances for us to patch back.
I'm confident that he loves me, but the fear in him, can he overcome it? :(
I've really changed!! I've controlled myself a lot already.
I need to prove it to him, I've got to!
No matter what, I already know what to do. Just hoping for the best!
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Visited the doctor for consultation and medicine.
There's nothing serious, that's what he said.
But diarrhea for on&off for 1-2 weeks, not serious meh? Lol.
I had gastric pain some more!!! Well, my weight dropped to 47kg.
Remembering that last time when he and I just start the r/s, I told him i want to slim down to 47kg from 50kg.
After 3 years, I finally did that! But it's after we separate. I rather have 50kg of fats. :(
Met Melissa at West Mall, BK for dinner, and some concerns from her. :)
I really feel much better after chatting with her.
She said:
"Look ahead, don't look behind.
I know they are good memories, but if he's yours, he'll be yours.
You did your part as his good girlfriend, accompanying him throughout his NS life."
Yes, I managed to go through this 2 years. But after he ORD, I demand too much from him.
It starts when he has his own car. I keep asking him to fetch me from work.
All those craps in twitter really hurt him too much until he cannot take it. :(
So, that's why now I'm trying to salvage this r/s.
Hmm... Hope everything turns out nicely? Just do whatever best I can do!
I will give in all my best! This is our obstacle.
I believe, I can do it! ;)
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