Breakup is in trend now....

Friends, my relationship just ended. 
I'm really upset. I'm trying to change myself, yet this is the result I get. 
My mind is in a swirl now. How I wish the time can turn back when we just know each other, how we contact each other. All those happy moments just can't be deleted. Those are memories. 

I wish to forget, but I can't. :'(

Both of us decided to separate for our own good, and we are friends now. 
I don't hate him, neither do him.
Our 3rd year anniversary is reaching soon in 2 weeks time, but this relationship ends like this. 
He had enough of my nonsense in twitter, I had enough of my nonsense as well..

Hope things can get better? Can we patch up? I'm not sure, because I'm his stress, his burden.
2 years just gone like this. When he's in camp, I tried to fill up my time with work/school. 
Now he ORD, we broke up. How funny is it, right? 


He broke up with me not because of other girls, is because I can't appreciate what he did to me. 
Those good that he'd done, I always don't appreciate and took him for granted.
He's not the bad boyfriend, I'm the bad girlfriend. 

If my twitter always spam those nonsense of his, don't believe okay?


Not going to log in my twitter @LEEAITING anymore. Those are bad moments, that spoilt us.


Yesterday I wrote, "I'm that small girl anymore. I've thought a lot, I want a future of us."
But now, I can't see the future of us. Because we need a break, or rather is only me who need a break to let me think everything I've done wrong.


How to forget him, when he's my first boyfriend, who touch my heart and unlock it?
Last time I'm those girls who is so difficult to get, he's the only one who got me.
Now, he's the first one who lock my heart so that other guys can't enter it.

How? I'm really sad now. I'm thinking of the past when it brought us together.

So yes, we are from lovers to friends now. All the best to us! 
And, I guess breakup is in trend now.  
Hope every separated couples will be more understanding and patch back! 
It takes time to heal the pain, gain back those trust and understanding. 
It's not a 1 or 2 month thing, it may take a lifetime!
If you love each other, give each other a chance.  

Though I put our relationship to 'single' in Facebook, I still treat him as my boyfriend. :(