Friday, April 29, 2011

Neverland

 
It's my first time visiting Neverland with best friends! :) 

Before meeting them, worked at Clementi. Bought mummy day pressie, then headed back home. 
Get changed, meet the guys at West Mall, then headed to town! 
In train when I'm alone, I thought a lot of things. Imagining him beside me and etc. :(

Bought a belt and thongs from F21. I'm so into belts and lingerie nowadays! :D
Walked to Neverland, diarrhea straight away. Zzz
Guess I need to see doctor soon, everyday diarrhea. :(

Drink drank drunk. And I saw someone I shouldn't see. :(

 
Me with sexy mummy. <3

 
Ruirong. Aiting. Huiping. :)

Appreciate it before it's gone


Being single after having 3 years od relationship is really a tough mission. 
Missing someone dearly, hoping he would come back to my side.
He's a good man, yet I didn't appreciate it till he's gone. 
He listen to what I ask, trying his best to make me happy.
Those happy memories that he did for me really make me feel bad.
Sigh.....

In the morning, having headache and eyes swollen. headed back home in the noon and skipped one hour of lesson. Bad me, but I really can't see my friends looking at me with sympathy. I feel even bad!
Rest my mind, and dragged myself to work. I need to work to earn money and spend my time there. 
Next month's schedule was planned, I should give my supervisor more days if I knew this will happen. :(
However, this kind of things where can predict one. If he's mine, he'll still be mine eventually.

Had k singing session at CSC with best friends after work.

 
Thanks this babe for accompanying me that night!

 
Other than Huiping, there's Ruirong and Guanhui as well. Thanks a million for the companion! <3


Sang our hearts out. Every songs I sang reminded me of him. :'(

Smile is the only way to build up my courage. :)

Breakup is in trend now....

Friends, my relationship just ended. 
I'm really upset. I'm trying to change myself, yet this is the result I get. 
My mind is in a swirl now. How I wish the time can turn back when we just know each other, how we contact each other. All those happy moments just can't be deleted. Those are memories. 

I wish to forget, but I can't. :'(

Both of us decided to separate for our own good, and we are friends now. 

I don't hate him, neither do him.
Our 3rd year anniversary is reaching soon in 2 weeks time, but this relationship ends like this. 
He had enough of my nonsense in twitter, I had enough of my nonsense as well..

Hope things can get better? Can we patch up? I'm not sure, because I'm his stress, his burden.

2 years just gone like this. When he's in camp, I tried to fill up my time with work/school. 
Now he ORD, we broke up. How funny is it, right? 


He broke up with me not because of other girls, is because I can't appreciate what he did to me. 
Those good that he'd done, I always don't appreciate and took him for granted.
He's not the bad boyfriend, I'm the bad girlfriend. 

If my twitter always spam those nonsense of his, don't believe okay?


Not going to log in my twitter @LEEAITING anymore. Those are bad moments, that spoilt us.


Yesterday I wrote, "I'm that small girl anymore. I've thought a lot, I want a future of us."
But now, I can't see the future of us. Because we need a break, or rather is only me who need a break to let me think everything I've done wrong.


How to forget him, when he's my first boyfriend, who touch my heart and unlock it?
Last time I'm those girls who is so difficult to get, he's the only one who got me.
Now, he's the first one who lock my heart so that other guys can't enter it.

How? I'm really sad now. I'm thinking of the past when it brought us together.

So yes, we are from lovers to friends now. All the best to us! 
And, I guess breakup is in trend now.  
Hope every separated couples will be more understanding and patch back! 
It takes time to heal the pain, gain back those trust and understanding. 
It's not a 1 or 2 month thing, it may take a lifetime!
If you love each other, give each other a chance.  

Though I put our relationship to 'single' in Facebook, I still treat him as my boyfriend. :(

Monday, April 25, 2011

Never ending...

 

Heh! Out with this OL again! :) 

Before meeting her, I had school from 10am-2pm. Headed back home, driving lesson from 4.30pm-6pm then meet her at Orchard! Well, packed schedule I've! I don't like to cope myself at home, though my house is comfy enough to sleep and do my things. I'm those go-out-kind, just cannot let myself stay at home in the day one. Lol!

The day when we last met up is no shopping because our pay haven't arrive. So today, we met for shopping! :D

 

Loving my lips! The pink is so nice~ I love the combination! I'm using....

 
 

Stage lipstick Audrey 08 and Maybelline P33.

Stage lipstick I only got it at $4.50! It's super freaking cheap! But I don't like the taste, super yucky one! A bit spicy and bitter mix. So, I must mix with my lip gloss to minus the taste. Really sucky!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Absence makes the hearts grow fonder

 
Wah! Like finally the 3 of us going out together for shopping!!!! Since it's PH, mummy decided to meet us for shopping and put her son under his daddy's care. Hehe. I've an awesome mummy here! I like you for forking out your time to meet us! :D 

You know, Huiping back to stay at batok. I'm so happy!!!! Because I can see her in bus when she go to work and I'm going to school! She's taking the same bus as me!!!! So, we met at bus stop before taking the train and meet Stephanie. Really glad that she's back to batok, I miss the past....

 
Meeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

 
My current facebook pic! :)