Without trust, love just can't go on

 

I wore my Dr Martens out!!!! Before I'm out to work. LOL! I thought I can go out at night with Dearest, but i'm wrong. So after studying with my friends, I met Dearest and Yuanlin, passed my shoes to Dearest and he sent them back home. I wore them in pain. :(:( But still, I love how the way it looks! :) 

 

Worked with Yinshu at night, afterwhich we had supper at HK Cafe. :)

 

While heading back home, I tweet all the nonsense which cause the next day to happen. I took things for granted. Dearest know he can't accompany for the night, so he brought my books and shoes back home. 

In the end? I made a nuisance. I irritated him when he was out to drink with his friends. I don't spare a thought for him. All I thought was me! 

The next morning, headed to his house, and we had a huge dispute. Fights, quarrels, crying, disappointment. 

I really wish that won't happen. I guess every couple will experience 'betrayal' during the journey of love. 

If I had given him more trust and understanding, this won't happen. I felt so remorseful for what I've done. 

But that doesn't mean he have to do this to me!!!!! However, I still forgave him and we start anew. I felt guilty after what he said to me. Crying like a baby as we need more love, understanding, not arguments everyday.

I start to understand more, I trying to give him more trust, let him have freedom. I failed to be his girlfriend, when every time he gave me everything I want.

I'm not going to say what exactly happened. Betrayal is the word. But without trust, love can't go on. 

I'm going to trust him ad let this love continue. Hoping that he won't do this to me again. 

 

Super puffy eyes. :(

 

Caught the movie, I am Number Four. Met Yuanlin, Yueyin and Jeff before catching the movie.

I AM NUMBER FOUR IS SUPER NAIZE LAH!!! MUST GO WATCH OKAY!!! :)

I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy......