Without trust, love just can't go on

 

I wore my Dr Martens out!!!! Before I'm out to work. LOL! I thought I can go out at night with Dearest, but i'm wrong. So after studying with my friends, I met Dearest and Yuanlin, passed my shoes to Dearest and he sent them back home. I wore them in pain. :(:( But still, I love how the way it looks! :) 

 

Worked with Yinshu at night, afterwhich we had supper at HK Cafe. :)

 

While heading back home, I tweet all the nonsense which cause the next day to happen. I took things for granted. Dearest know he can't accompany for the night, so he brought my books and shoes back home. 

In the end? I made a nuisance. I irritated him when he was out to drink with his friends. I don't spare a thought for him. All I thought was me! 

The next morning, headed to his house, and we had a huge dispute. Fights, quarrels, crying, disappointment. 

I really wish that won't happen. I guess every couple will experience 'betrayal' during the journey of love. 

If I had given him more trust and understanding, this won't happen. I felt so remorseful for what I've done. 

But that doesn't mean he have to do this to me!!!!! However, I still forgave him and we start anew. I felt guilty after what he said to me. Crying like a baby as we need more love, understanding, not arguments everyday.

I start to understand more, I trying to give him more trust, let him have freedom. I failed to be his girlfriend, when every time he gave me everything I want.

I'm not going to say what exactly happened. Betrayal is the word. But without trust, love can't go on. 

I'm going to trust him ad let this love continue. Hoping that he won't do this to me again. 

 

Super puffy eyes. :(

 

Caught the movie, I am Number Four. Met Yuanlin, Yueyin and Jeff before catching the movie.

I AM NUMBER FOUR IS SUPER NAIZE LAH!!! MUST GO WATCH OKAY!!! :)

I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy. I love my dearest boy......

127 hours

 

Hi guys! I'm back to blog after having my exams! Ya'll know, my exams sucks! I'm scared that I will retake any of the modules. In fact, the 3 hardcore modules. :(:( Okay, too late to feel regret for not studying early. Prolly during the exam period, many things happened. Right now, I'm going to enjoy my holidays!

Had training in the morning with some Ettusais girls. :) Well, we had fun within the groups. Afterwhich, had our lunch at Graffati at Cine.

 

Peilin and I. :)

 

Candy and Weeleng. :D

 

Us again! 

Headed back home. Had a nap before meeting Dearest. He came to fetch me to his house. 

The next day. went to do my passport with ahyi and mummy like finally!!! Done, headed back to school for some studies with James and Miankai. Not much things to study, because James and I were to lazy to remember every shit of it. So I just went back for about 2 hours? Lol. 

Afterwhich, Dearest came to fetch me, had dinner at Astons with Yuanlin before meeting Yueyin at town for movie entertainment, 127 hours.

 

Walked around Cine, I bought my Dr Martens shoe from Left Foot! Well, my most expensive shoes which cost me $190. Heartache, but I love it!!!! Though all my sisters were saying that it looks like those construction workers shoes, only let me feel so disappointed because my sisters don't agree with my taste! :(

 

I LOOK SUPER COOL IN THIS OKAY!!! Well, my foot is super big. Men size 7? LOL! 

Alright, shall say about the movie '127 hours'. Very adventurous turn out to be losing his arms. Well, it's a must to watch!!!!!! It's like letting you know how life is so precious. And he don't give up on his life, and look towards his future. It's just so aspiring! 

I'm not super amazed by the movie, I just amazed by the real life story of this man!

Imagine you were trapped in a deep deep hole of a mountain, and your hands were crashed by the big rock for 5 days? Cool right? I doubt so. I could have give up my life if this happen to me.

Before Teck Chye first book in

 

In the afternoon, had OOPG labtest before meeting Dearest. Well, there's 10 errors! Super idiotic. I didn't remember codes and etc. Well, programming just suckzx! Afterwhich, dearest came to fetch me at my school. Headed to his house and had a nap. 

Then, Yuanlin and Norin called early in the evening, and had dinner at 7pm! That's when I wake up and trying to wake dearest up!

 

Dearest drove. Meet the cliques at Tohyi, then headed off to Bugis!! Had steamboat at 天天火锅. Full 2 hours sitting at there eating, then headed back to Yuanlin's house for mahjong time!

 

Before we left Bugis. See the 3 guys above? They almost went through the glass!

 

The boys of the night. :)

 

And the girls! :)

 

I don't like this sign!

 

I like this face below!

Gonna turn in now!! Wish Teck Chye all the best in his camp! Jiayou k! Hope to see a fit fit Teck Chye when you are out!

Goodnight all~ Follow me at my twitter to stalk me k! Muacks! <3

Our 4th Valentine

 

Yes!!! It's our 4th year celebrating Valentines' Day. Valentines' Day is just another day, a normal day. But it's somehow a special occasion? Where you see many sweet couples lovey dovey-ing around town, neighbourhood and the world! To me, it's definitely a good day!!! Not any days, because we won't be happy everyday. Instead, we quarrel almost everyday!

So Valentines' Day should be an excuse for me not to quarrel? Because it's always me who want to create a war between us. :(

I think by the end of this post, you should be sick of my face! Too many self photo taking lah!! *blush*

What woman want

 

Hehe. Right after work at Paragon, Dearest came to meet me at town!! Initially, we wanted to have a dinner/supper at Newton. In the end, we checked the movie time slots, and decided to watch "What Woman Want". :)

 

Dearest boy checking movie time slots. <3

Parked his car at Cine, and caught the movie. Awesome and hilarious lah~ How I wish every man is like Liu De Hua, so they can understand what woman want. :)

Not much things to say.... Because it's way too long for me to remember! :X:X 

Shall blog again!!! Next post up! My Valentines' Day. :)